DISTANT INFATUATION

[:+:SpiceGirl:+:]

I wasn't really planning on sharing this ballad i have written, but hey, if yetty can do it, why not me?
Here it is:

DISTANT INFATUATION

forgive me
for thinking its true when i didnt really know you
forgive me
for believing im yours when its not you whom i really belong to
forgive me
for dreaming of you when my mind's all too clouded
forgive me
for letting the world know that my impulse is so hungry

how could i think
that it would happen soon enough
you seem so distant
its not real

forgive me
for falling head over heals for a stranger
forgive me
for promising things to myself that wont come true
forgive me
for making up a personality for you
forgive me
for thinking i could find you somehow

can you hear me
when i scream at the top of my lungs?
and how can i somehow overcome
this distance that is sure to numb
this person i've become?

oh yeah....
and if i could somehow find meaning
and if i could somehow mold my world
and if i could somehow change this emotion i feel
thats killing me
my mangled, tourtured heart

forgive me
for how i will search for ages
forgive me
for knowing the truth but testing the lies
forgive me
for how deep this pain has ruptured
forgive me
for all the meaningful thoughts trown away
forgive me PLEASE
for teasing myself to believe...

you'll forgive me
you'll forgive me
you'll forgive me soon enough
wont you
forgive me?

[Juliet]

Oh wow that's really good! i like that... its really deep! nice job, keep 'em coming.

[:+:SpiceGirl:+:]

omg thanx i dindt really think that it would get this type of responce